Impending Threats

So that man named Franz did ask to adopt me. I told him that I would talk more about it when I returned for Alaska. That was my way of dodging it. He did a lot for me. He picked me up when I called for him. That was nice and all but I can't be tied down like that. I'm  relieved that I evaded the impending threat of human intimacy, of friendship and of all that messy emotional baggage that comes with it. Im free now and there is no point in going back. Later I wrote him a long letter about it. I want him to see and understand what I do. So that he can live satisfied. He's so solitary and lonely, but he can easily convert that into something that is food for the soul.